Do you ever get the feeling that you’re really close to discovering something big? Not in a practical sense or anything, but like a life-style incomprehensible mind-blowing intellectual epiphany. I've been getting that feeling for the last week or so. I feel like I'm looking at the sign that points to the mysteries of the universe, but it's pointed right at me, but not quite, like it's pointing somewhere behind me, but when I turn around I can't see the sign anymore so I don't know where it's pointing. It's a frustrating cycle, and I don't even know if any of this exists. I feel like there are some missing pieces to life's puzzles, and I found them. But now, I lost the entire freaking puzzle. Something is definitely wrong but I don't know how to fix it. I don't need a vacation, I feel like I need a new project to focus on so that whatever I've been looking at so intently for so long will finally come into view after I've nearly stared it into oblivion.